~EdwinBG2

I just found out that my brother will move in a short while...
damnit

that´s kinda shocking me. he did not tell me...ok he has his reasons, the relatations in our family are very bad...my mother moved 2 days ago
so...I will be alone with my father and my cat in a big house
I think there are also good sides but that my brother moves is very bad. he was always the one who knew what to do
lets see...I am strong, I going to handle with it somehow

I don´t know if I will see him every again.
I feel nervous. I am not sure what else...sadness maybe? I really don´t know!

PS: he will live in vienna...I can´t get there alone...and he sure don´t want that my fatehr or somebody else comes with me
there is no way I could get there.
and he is not going to call me or want to meet with me...it´s embarassing for him because it (and I) remeber him of our family...

farewell